gubster's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- life in the slow lane Learning to slow my pace of life has been the biggest change I made to my life this year. Still up at 6 for my 10 mile hike every morning, but what was I doing that I was too busy before? How nice it is to sit in the park on a sunny day, or head off on the bicycle through the country forget about time and have nothing to worry about. multitasking what�s that? I'll have another wine please; I wish Monday could always be tomorrow.............
"Just stop thinking, worrying, looking over your shoulder, wondering, doubting, fearing, hurting, hoping for some easy way out, struggling, gasping, confusing, itching, scratching, mumbling, bumbling, grumbling, humbling, stumbling, rumbling, rambling, gambling, tumbling, scumbling, scrambling, hitching, hatching, bitching, moaning, groaning, honing, boning...searching, perching, besmirching, grinding grinding grinding away at yourself. Stop it and just DO... Trust and tickle something inside you, your "weird humor." You belong in the most secret part of you. If you fear, make it work for you - draw and paint your fear and anxiety. And stop worrying about big, deep things such as "to decide on a purpose and way of life..."You must practice being stupid, dumb, unthinking, empty. Then, you will be able to DO! I have much confidence in you and even though you are tormenting yourself, the work you do is very good. Try and do some BAD work, the worst you can think of and see what happens but mainly relax and let everything go to hell. " �.and she must have listened to him, i'm not gone on her work but she made it!!! 6:49 p.m. - 2007-04-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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